Hasini u know what .. unfortunately all of my real life trans friends are ftm ? ... and out of them, none have undergone surgery by him ... however, so far, all the trans people who have undergone srs, and with whom i have interacted both online and in person are happy with the results. Yet! My bloody brain and heart both hesitant... although it is yet a long way to go for me... but this future planning stuff has got me baffled ? so many questions, so many confusions.. so many hurdles... seems like an endless dream which I think is never gonna come true... perhaps .. i just end this body up and wish to be reborn as a female again... sounds easier than any other damn thing you know.. ? ...
