Deepa44 Hi Deepa!
I read your post & my deep condolence for your friend.. RIP
Don't feel you are alone here, many more like us in the world. This is a good platform you can share your problem here you will get a good response. I know you are a brave girl. Focus on your study and make you financially independent. Start your HRT with normal boy life. Once everything stelled out hope & you may get some good friend there than you will start your transitioning & start leaving like girl.
I'm from Delhi if any help from me you can text me.
