Deepa44 hi deepa.. I'm in similar situation as you i feel like a woman trapped in man's body.. I'd lose my family, friends, everything if i came out to them. It's quite vexing and i can relate to how you feel. I am suffering myself. I'd be happy to to talk to you sometimes if you need a friend to share you feelings with. I hope you're taking care of yourself. Feel free to DM me