Ruhani With no offense I will advice you to Please try to be sensible in what you are trying to convey. Either grow up or try to be more practical. The world doesn't work like the way you think. According to Your comment, you are afraid that every guy is a rapist and he may rape you if you live with a man ???? Remember 93% of women (cis+Trans) are straight. And the world around us, every couple and all of our mothers are straight. Remember if your mother wasn't straight, you wouldn't be roaming in this Earth. All these females lived with and are living with men and our moms are still living with our fathers. Do the husbands rape the wives ?? Did our fathers raped our mothers ???? Nope. It's your ingrained Misandrist mindset that makes you think this way.
What are you trying to say ???? See you are lesbian, you are attracted to women, that's fine, well and good. In one of your previous posts you mentioned that you are willing to do begging and prostitution for money. In prostitution, all your clients will be male, and you are very little interested in men sexually, and in that case you don't feel like you are being raped because you get money ????!!!!
I can't help but to be surprised at your mentality !!!!
Remember The word men includes both Cis and Trans men and stereotyping/ generalising, attaching a "Rapist" tag with our bodies and identities doesn't help in Changing the society. No doubt some men are criminals or rapists, and they should be brutally punished for that, but attaching the rapist tag or Misandrist behaviour to men which include Transmen and innocent Cis men alike, only worsens the situation.
See no one can help you become a hijra or transgender. You have to do your own research and decide what you want, a dignified life as a transwoman in society or live at a hijra dera and lead your life as a beggar, prostitute or whatever. The choice is yours. Best of Luck .
