vaishnavi1 Its good that you are speaking up dear ...its fine to feel like that....remember its not only male or only female there is a spectrum of people in all of us....you could say you are neither female or male but both !! Just take your time to feel yourself settle down comfortably with yourself....the confusion is real...try to enjoy the journey and don't let society push you to fit ok....being gender fluid is also cool !! But mostly people try to define you then by what you like ...then again that is constricting ....don't be bound , be free to smile like how you are doing just now...
love ,
Kavita
