i am a teenager boy but feels like a girl i want to wear girls cloth like skirts bodycon dresses and much more . iwant a female body like breast etc. but i am attracted to girls but want a physical realationship with men .once i wore my moms bra and panty and use her makeup in home i beat me .tell me what shoud i do .pls do not suggest to meet psycologist i want to first clear my identity want someone to talk about