Rasika
I understand you are going through a phrase of confusion right now as even I am going through the same phrase right now and am also of same age as you are (you can read my earlier post for my story).
So here is my view on your situation
- First thing you need to answer yourself is that do you want to transition only to enjoy your sexual life or you want to be a girl otherwise as well. If yes then transitioning would be perfect for you
- Sexually you always imagine yourself as a girl and it is almost impossile to change that thinking and still get your sexual exitement (I have tried it n number of times and failed everytime). Sex is a major motivator when I think of transitioning and so will be the case with you. Also it is not possible to never think of sex and whenever we think of sex it reminds us that we are not girls. Sex may not be the only thing in life but it is still an important thing to consider in life.
- We human beings do need a life partner. If you dont transition what you think what kind of life partner will you comfortable with a man or a woman. If woman will you be comfortable to do sex with a woman as a man which never exites you.
- Family and society may not be an easy thing to handle if you choose to transition. But if that's what you want you can always find a way to convince your family. Though you will need a lot of courage for that.
- Also transitioning is very costly
In the end it is your choice what you want to do in life. All of your family, friends and even psychiatrists can advise you but nobody can take that decision for you. Just keep your facts clear before you take the decision.
