nisha5480 Hello Nisha! Please don't be anxious. First of all, you have to be brave and develop some self-love. Then you sit and decide how you want to go ahead with life, do you wish to transition, and how will you deal with your family. For transitioning you have to meet a psychiatrist who will write you a Gender Dysphoria letter after having a couple of sessions with you. After then you can start your transitioning by meeting an endocrinologist. The endocrinologist asks for your GD letter, Blood reports, blood pressure and then the endo prescribes you hormones. Once you are on hormones you can start expecting some feminine changes in your body.