You should start believing yourself and start hoping for a bright future.
See, this can drive you out of your depression.
And have some spirituality. Get yourself meditating, thinking of one god.
Speak to that one god. Never think you are alone. Just find yourself in that one god’s presence. This will provide you courage.
When you start recognising the presence of god with you. It automatically delivers great courage to you.
So, believe yourself and your beloved one god who gives sad as well as happy moments to you.
Never lose your self esteem, don’t give shit to others who try to demoralise you.
Life is a mixture of sad and happy moments.
There is night and after that comes day.
So don’t succumb to these temporary problems, fight through it.
Believe yourself and believe the great power your one god who is above you right now smiling at you hoping that you will get up from the ground and stand out confidently.
I hope this helps you.
God bless you.