Gaytri you can visit a psychiatist ( a experienced one with gender issues ) and explore yourselve.
remember these things
1) A doctor needs to be experienced to know the difference between cross dressing and transition ( + you also need to know them priorly).
2) You need to explore your gender and stuff if you don’t you can choose to either live with it or do something about it.
3) your life your choices so you are the final judgement “ you are what you say you are “.