aidragq Hi, welcome! I was closet too, since pretty early in my childhood, but a series of fortunate events have allowed me to step out in public over the last 5 years (I am 44 btw), but I am still not out to family (except wife) and friends. I never crossdress in public in my home city, but whenever I travel, I make it a point to dress up and go out, at least part of the time. I hope you experience the thrill of 'coming out' one of these days!