What you are asking is like, look doc i have fever for past 6 months, and give me 1 tablet that cures everything.
stop twisting my situation.
it's more like i have fewer for the past 6 months and i am taking fever meds for it (which btw has made my more healthy), and i just want a piece of paper that says i have a fewer. that's what that it is. i just need to paper for the future progress of transition. i am very happy with how i am growing.
i am not in the slightest misguided about hrt being a 1 solution for all my problems. stop imagining myself as some misguided girl. ofcourse i am more than aware of the dangers of diy hrt and way more cautious that i need to be.
and why do I have to get rid of the doctor's doubts ?
why does that person have more authority at who i am than me ?
why do you have to go and please the cis people so much ?
have you ever heard of the informed consent in western countries like usa ?
you just go and say you are trans, they let you fill a legal contract and now you have access to hrt.
this is what should be happen.
the autonomy of my identity should be in my hands not in some other persons hand who judges how much i act feminine for me to qualify for being a girl.
ughhh i must escape from this place asap. what a useless pos country.