internetbf This is the place where people like us unite to share the feelings and comfort, guide and help each other. You will find people from all walks of life sharing the same troubles. Everyone feel isolated that's why this website to let people understand that in this journey you are not the only one sailing in the boat. There are only few families, that can be counted on finger tips, which accepted their child as he or she is and went ahead with transition.
My suggestion is, feel free, share your thoughts and feelings and there will be someone here always to shown concern and guide you through. Considering you are 14, I would say you finish your 12th with an aim to move to some other place for further studies. Next three years your focus should be to get admission to college in a better place away from your home. That is one way to stay away from family with their approval and then seriously think the future.
You are always welcome to share your story. There are many people, including me, who opened up their entire life. This is the last thing which anyone of us want to be betrayed or felt left alone. This site is a support site!