arshabala Thank God, you quit the self medication. You stay safe and do not ever consider of doing something terrible. Live another day to experience how joyous life can be. We are all here for you. You can leave a message and I would respond to it as soon as possible. Whenever you feel depressed, we are all here. We know about the moodswings. Honey, remember one thing, one can educate an illiterate but trying to educate the educated is something disastrous. If you want to buy a phone, you would check what is good and what is bad. The desire to become the woman of dreams is overpowering for anyone. But to get there, you need patience, courage and some deep insights and knowledge of what all steps you are going to take. I really respect you that you dropped the idea of self medicating. You are a courageous woman!!
Love
Avantika ❤️
