So to the beginning
In 2023 i started diy hrt, which didn't go that well,
I only could keep that up for 3 months and after i lost my job i couldn't restart it.
Now at this time my family is firmly against my transgender identity, And won't let me start hrt.
But I tried to start hrt again through safe official way with gender dysphoria letter from the psychiatrist (with i achieve through repeatedly bugging government psychiatrist, they once just refer me to endocrinologist without giving me gender dysphoria letter)
When I go to government endocrinological department of Udaipur that endocrinologist just said i should go to jaipur's SMS hospital.
So i decided to start hrt in udaipur through private hospital (and it's a biggest private hospital of udaipur)and had worse experience.
So i still want to start hrt, and keep it secret from my mother and sister.
What can I do to keep it a secret and go to jaipur to start transitioning?
Come on readers do some brain storming.
Also my mother is really and i mean really protective of me, she doesn't even let stay a night out so i need to lie to her alot.
