Dgoyal It's important to see that we get into the world of feeling and come out of it at our will .Such a control from ourselves on thyself would cause no problem and really would be enjoyable .But once we allow the feeling to govern us , it will bring is to hardship from different angles . You can dream to be what you are not while those who are they can't dream better than you .Hence feel the joy and put your emotions under your control . Enjoy the womanhood at your heart as I do feel like a Kinnar .Please continue writing .It will add joy in me & you . with love & care , Swati