Anipriya12 okay I understand you are being evicted from your own home, well you also can be yourself without the need of a guru, have you thought of this? As some hijra gurus are good people, but some are really bad people who might take advantage of you, so I really don't know who you might end up with so if advice you to just be yourself without hijra community, I and many others on this website are just trans without being a part of hijras. Yes if you are indeed need of shelter and no other way of living without support then hijra community can help you and you will be entitled to beg or other activities. If unless you can start own business or work for companies who hire hijra community people, as I am too afraid of bad people in hajra community, I just am alone, even my parents threw me out but I didn't join hijra community. I have a tough time taking orders from people so thought of a guru is out of my mind. Anyway if it's for you why should I stop you? But I felt I should inform you of the truth to the community before you make that leap. Do ask any more questions if you feel like I'd be happy to answer.
